February 2012
“You have to stand for what you believe in. And sometimes you have to stand...”
– Queen Latifah (via eletheowl)
Two of the most important men are now physically not in my life anymore. Missing you forever and a day daddy and lolo. I know you’re watching out for me, and always going to be there.. but it’s so hard to even accept the fact that you guys are gone. Been almost 4 months without you dad and I still don’t feel like you’re dead. Even though you both are now gone.. you have now...
Makin’ this money is the American dream....
Been surprising so much people this month! But thank you for the compliments guys :). Had to do it for my cousins hair competition.. and I shall post pictures when I get them. Yay for change?
January 2012
1112pm:
I won’t watch you go.
When you get all excited to tell someone something and all they say is “okay.”. It’s literally a slap in the face like fuck off and go suck a dick. Bitch.
WatchOh God, you just lightened up my mood. LOL.
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So annoyed by everyone, everything and just the world around me in general. I don’t understand how I get through life everyday. Le sigh.
YOU MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF FUCKING EVERYTHING. HOLY FUCK I WANNA SMACK YOU IN THE FACE.
I want to punch everyone in the fucking face. Everyone deserves a punch in the face. Ugh, so annoyed of everyone and everything in this world. My tolerance for life has gone down the drain.
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My first holiday without my daddy. Oh how I miss you so much. Home doesn’t feel right. Home is just a place where I come to sleep and to eat. I try my hardest everyday to not cry because you’re not here. I hope you’re happy in heaven and that you’ve celebrated with your family in friends up there.. most importantly God. I’ll never stop missing you. I love you dad.
December 2011
mikeyavila:
As I grow up, I think my patience for this world is growing thinner by the year.
Superbly exhausted from work! I just wanna lay in bed and wake up in the afternoon.. but I’m baking my dental class some cake balls.. Back to cooking mama mode!
The biggest "no, no" ever.
Do not ever take advantage of the fact that you know the person loves you enough to stick around and put up with your bullshit. Just because that person loves you so fucking much that no matter what you do, they’ll always be there for you. Although right now at this moment.. that person would give their all just for you, one day they’ll wake up and put themselves first. They’ll...
Serena: I'm scared.
Dan: I know. Me too.
Serena: When I step out of here it's over.
Dan: I think, I think it was already. It just took us this long to realize. To get used to the idea. Serena? I still...
Serena: I know. Me too.
I'll just pretend it doesn't bother me.
3rd car accident this year yesterday.. but I’m glad we’re all okay. Still recovering from the whiplash, cuts and bruises all over my body. But I’m pretty lucky for having all the chances I have in my life. Knowing I have my daddy as my guardian angel up there watching over me. Thank you God for giving me another chance at life.
If you start to miss me just remember I didn't...
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I guess this is the end of us. I guess everything you ever said was a lie, about being there.. and all that shit. It’s okay, I’m used to being left behind. And I guess forever was equivalent to 6 months.
mizz-syrahjs:
Sick of being unappreciated and unimportant. The truth is no one realize everything you do until you’re nowhere to be found. I guess it’s time for me to start distancing myself from everyone. All my effort gets me no where.
“Maybe you don’t go back, maybe you go forward. Get two people in the room...”
– Gossip Girl
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There’s just so many things in life a person can give an actual fuck about, you just don’t happen to be one of them.
Relationships can get so tough at times.. so far to the edge of breaking. This is the point in time when all your thoughts come into critical thinking. Thoughts suggesting how to make your relationship better, and help benefit you two. But at the same time thoughts of the worst things imaginable. The one thing you never planned on in the start of your relationship, the thought of that special...
